Wow! This is totally new to me. Blogging. Hmmmm...
So basically I guess this is going to be my personal diary. I have found through the social networking sites (IE Myspace/Facebook) that when I randomly spew thoughts via the keyboard I feel a certain amount of release. I have no idea how that works out since I am in no means a licensed psychologist - but there it is. I think it's the possibility of being understood.
Why? I guess it's the yearning to be appreciated and understood. I wish I had another way of phrasing that, but that's all I can come up with. I really don't want to go on and on to friends or family about 'how I feel' but I want someone to understand me. Part of me has a sometimes overwhelming fear of anyone knowing the inside me, yet there is this yearning...
I'm really not sure how I'm going to blog yet, this is all new to me. But I'm trying. We'll see.
